Stress Center Peer Support

How do I not get so angry with the kids? I have four: 9, 6, 3 and 5 mos. They just don't listen to me. The two in the middle are my hardest ones. They are boys and full of pi** and vinegar. I feel my anxiety really makes me have a short fuse. I get to stay home but suffer from almost total isolation...

I am just starting the program and don't know where to get the motivation to keep going through another voyage to getting better. It just sounds too good to be true. I want to try. I currently take meds for anxiety/depression, they tend to make me indifferent and numb. I'm wondering if going down a ...