Stress Center Peer Support

Ps. This OCD that i have going on???? Is limiting my joy for life, so not like me. So, so not like me. I am scared to even get the damn surgery done b/c i have to test for this crap. And I haven't even made my annual GYN appointment b/c I fear that i have everything??? Especially HIV.

Thank God for this website...I am not sure what in God's name has happened to me or who I have become all i know is that sometimes I am so lost and afraid irrationally that I don't want to live like this?? I have always been an outgoing hispanic NYC girl always the fun of the party and the crazy one...