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you SOUND EXACLTY LIKE ME TO THE POINT ITS KINDA CREEPY!

my mind used to say the exact same thing with the telling god "F--ck You"

what i told myself was that there were far worse people on earth than me and thats what youve gotta do.

there are murderers and rapists and terrorist running around ...

"But stop digging for "the why" you have these thoughts. You have them because you have a creative, phobic mind and it thinks of everything and anything. You aren't the first man who has commented on if another man is cute or not. Another woman sees a beautiful woman and she doesn't think she is a ...

thank you

thank you all for helping me

i am going to see an OCD specialist soon and soon i will be over this

i want to thank you all for your help

Ninja, im trying to understand what you mean when you say the gay thoughts just didnt appear from nowhere.

When they started in the beginning they were just very small thoughts. the phrase "he's cute" stuck in my head for some reason and my brain wouldnt let ...

i have never been raped, although i do remember being taken adavntage of a little by my cousin, but she was a girl and we were the same age and all she did was kiss me.

however i do remember a VERY traumatic experience when i was about 15.

i had been having the wierd gay thoughts for a few months ...

NinjaFrodo


could you elaborate on what you mean?

Monica4 can you explain how it started?

mine started seemingly at random, like my mind just picked up this prase that i heard and it kept on repeating it.. it started at night and slowly grew stronger and stronger until it took over the whole day and i started to worry if i actually found guys ...

I know what you all mean when you say you its alright to think of some one as nice looking, and i kow thats alright too. But with me, the thoughts i have are constant and intrusive and dont go away. for a while i was seriously worried i could be gay and the idea of being aroused by a guy made me ...

Miamikittycat,

HOCD stands for Homosexual Obsessive Compulsive Disorder

its where you constantly worry you might be gay

and i try talking about my feelings as much as possible

how does your HOCD manifest itself?

in what ways does it do it?

mine manifests itself by me seeing a guy and haveing this feeling like i think he's looks good like i find him cute or something, but it fills me with anxiety

it comes in a split second and its scary because it makes me feel like i ...