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by dj417002
Sat Jul 25, 2009 7:01 am
Forum: General Comments/Inquiries about
Topic: Why do I always feel so low after an event?
Replies: 4
Views: 1116

What I mean by an event is say a Wedding, Family Function etc. I had a wedding yesterday, I had antispatory anxiety for months just at the thought of it, I was a best man, Last week was a torture, I was killed with anxiety. They we had the event yesterday and I had a really enjoyable day, today howe...
by dj417002
Tue Jul 07, 2009 8:52 am
Forum: General Comments/Inquiries about
Topic: WOW, Feel so sad :(
Replies: 4
Views: 1619

Just after watching th MJ Memorial, Thats the first time I have cried for years, even through my years of depression and anxiety I managed to keep on top of the tears but that has really set me off. Makes me wonder why I am so weak. I had tickets to go and see him in a couple of weeks to, thats how ...
by dj417002
Fri Jun 26, 2009 7:35 am
Forum: General Comments/Inquiries about
Topic: Feeling really low this past few days..
Replies: 2
Views: 888

I have felt like crying this past few days for no reason and I can't figure out why. We have been having a heat wave here in the UK and I hate the heat, I have no energy for anything, and everyone I know is talking about going on holidays/vacations and we can't afford it and even if we could I'd be ...
by dj417002
Tue Jun 16, 2009 5:28 am
Forum: General Comments/Inquiries about
Topic: Unable to achieve anything?
Replies: 3
Views: 1048

Don't know if this is directly related to Anxiety, It may be. Anything I do, I get more excitement out of the actual thought rather than the actual doing. Few examples so you know what I'm talking about, when I left school I went to college,stayed a month and left, I used to DJ, I never got anywhere...
by dj417002
Sat May 16, 2009 3:36 am
Forum: General Comments/Inquiries about
Topic: Suicidal Thoughts?
Replies: 2
Views: 844

This may sound silly but I'm gonna blurt it out anyway. Before I start, I'm not depressed and haven't been particuarly anxious as past while either. But I think about suicide, not planning how to go about it, more think about it because I know I shouldn't if that makes sence. This morning I was out ...
by dj417002
Mon May 11, 2009 6:11 pm
Forum: Depression
Topic: Can't figure out why i'm depressed?
Replies: 4
Views: 1383

I am on session 3 about positive self talk, and one thing I have noticed is most of the time I seem to be on autopilot, I am not thinking anything in particular, yet I feel close to tears and can't figure out why as there are no thoughts going through my head, any thoughts I am having must be subcon...
by dj417002
Mon May 11, 2009 7:48 am
Forum: General Comments/Inquiries about
Topic: I feel really lost with life?
Replies: 4
Views: 1278

I wouldn't say I'm depressed, but I just really don't know what the purpose is in my life, I mean what was I put on this earth to do exactly? I have no interests in anything, I get up, go to work, come home, watch TV, go to bed, the cycle continues day in day out without any real point or purpose. I...
by dj417002
Sun May 03, 2009 6:03 am
Forum: General Comments/Inquiries about
Topic: Total lack of any self esteem
Replies: 6
Views: 2065

Originally posted by Carla42: dj...I am the same way with things. You seem like a very interesting person. I think that maybe you're just avoiding any type of conflict. If you tell these people how qualified you are, or how you dj'ed on a popular radio show they would feel awkward. In return you mi...
by dj417002
Sun May 03, 2009 5:09 am
Forum: General Comments/Inquiries about
Topic: Total lack of any self esteem
Replies: 6
Views: 2065

Anyone?
by dj417002
Sat May 02, 2009 8:16 am
Forum: General Comments/Inquiries about
Topic: Total lack of any self esteem
Replies: 6
Views: 2065

God this is something I hate but can't seem to shift it. I am scared to give away any information about myself I take it all down to lack of any self esteem or assertiveness, this is how bad it is infact, at work I am actually being trained for a second time doing the same thing as I can't speak up ...