For some reason, I always get really anxious after I eat. Is there a physiological reason for this? Does digesting food create physical symptoms that scare me into thinking its anxiety? Or is it all in my head? It makes me not want to eat at all. Or maybe it's because if I know that I'm eating, that means I'm trying to survive which means that I still have to deal with anxiety and depression. Maybe a part of me wants to die because I'm so miserable and I thought that by not eating, I would die naturally and I wouldn't have to resort to scary thoughts of suicide anymore.
I really hope there's a simple explanation for it. I really do want to get healthy again and live a long and prosperous life.
PLEASE HELP. ANY AND ALL ADVICE WELCOME.
Thank you!!
