<span class="ev_code_PINK">I wanted to share my story,now that i know i'm on the right track and what i'd like to call recovering!</span><span class="ev_code_PINK">I am 25 I have 3 awsome kid's and a great hubby. I have lost my father due to a sucide (drinking), and woke up net to my grandma decised, I have also had a miscarriage,my mom decided to give not want to be a mom anymore and hang at the bars. She would say it was time for her live her life she didn't have time for us anymore. I had panic attacks so bad we had my cousin move in to help us, which made it worse. I had agoraphobia so bad i couldn't even go outside . The moment i did i would feel spacey/panicky. I'd wake up shaking and dry heaving. Things were so bad i could go on and on. Well then i got pregnant and i was thinking how am i going to get to my appointments etc. This chat room and program has meen a prayer answered for me. I had not much for baby and just a month before he was born everyone in the room was sending me gifts! A crip, admin got me a beautiful carseat, cards,clothes,etc. Thanks to all by the way (())). This room turned into my family and friends. I knew I had people that cared about me and i care about you all just as much. Well I had the baby 1/19/09! I had a lot go wrong but i learned so much on here and the program that i stayed calm. I started a smoker and haven't smoked in almost a year! I am going places now and shopping, enjoying life and got my family back on track. Me and my mom are talking and she has been visiting a lot. Matter of fact we are all going to dinner friday for the first time in years! If you are thinking about trying the program i'm proof it works! I'll send you pics of me before and now. You can see the difference. I am happy now. If your trying and you think it may not be working give it time and have faith. It took me a few years to get better and believe me i thought at times there was no hope for me also, but you haft to believe and not give up. This is the answer. I really wanted to thank you all so much. xoxo</span>For everyone and newbe's you gotta read :)
<span class="ev_code_PINK">I wanted to share my story,now that i know i'm on the right track and what i'd like to call recovering!</span><span class="ev_code_PINK">I am 25 I have 3 awsome kid's and a great hubby. I have lost my father due to a sucide (drinking), and woke up net to my grandma decised, I have also had a miscarriage,my mom decided to give not want to be a mom anymore and hang at the bars. She would say it was time for her live her life she didn't have time for us anymore. I had panic attacks so bad we had my cousin move in to help us, which made it worse. I had agoraphobia so bad i couldn't even go outside . The moment i did i would feel spacey/panicky. I'd wake up shaking and dry heaving. Things were so bad i could go on and on. Well then i got pregnant and i was thinking how am i going to get to my appointments etc. This chat room and program has meen a prayer answered for me. I had not much for baby and just a month before he was born everyone in the room was sending me gifts! A crip, admin got me a beautiful carseat, cards,clothes,etc. Thanks to all by the way (())). This room turned into my family and friends. I knew I had people that cared about me and i care about you all just as much. Well I had the baby 1/19/09! I had a lot go wrong but i learned so much on here and the program that i stayed calm. I started a smoker and haven't smoked in almost a year! I am going places now and shopping, enjoying life and got my family back on track. Me and my mom are talking and she has been visiting a lot. Matter of fact we are all going to dinner friday for the first time in years! If you are thinking about trying the program i'm proof it works! I'll send you pics of me before and now. You can see the difference. I am happy now. If your trying and you think it may not be working give it time and have faith. It took me a few years to get better and believe me i thought at times there was no hope for me also, but you haft to believe and not give up. This is the answer. I really wanted to thank you all so much. xoxo</span>-
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Hi dawfi,
I was glad to read your story. I too have the same problem you had. I still do . I am only on session 2 so I can't say that anything has changed yet except that I am going to give this a chance. Although I do have to say that I am being positive but still have a "how is this gonna help me attitude" I also was so agoraphobic I couldn't go out of the house and I too had become pregnant through it wondering how I was gonna get to my appointments. Somehow I did and I have had 4 kids. But I still suffer to this day. Not as many panic attacks as I used to get. I got up to twenty a day. But I still can't enjoy life. I am constantly thinking what if and always have anxiety on my mind that I don't go out that much and won't travel. No way can I get on a plane. I try but usually walk off right before they close the door. I fret over it for months in advance. So it was nice to read your story and I would love to have a before and after pic if it is ok..
Linda
I was glad to read your story. I too have the same problem you had. I still do . I am only on session 2 so I can't say that anything has changed yet except that I am going to give this a chance. Although I do have to say that I am being positive but still have a "how is this gonna help me attitude" I also was so agoraphobic I couldn't go out of the house and I too had become pregnant through it wondering how I was gonna get to my appointments. Somehow I did and I have had 4 kids. But I still suffer to this day. Not as many panic attacks as I used to get. I got up to twenty a day. But I still can't enjoy life. I am constantly thinking what if and always have anxiety on my mind that I don't go out that much and won't travel. No way can I get on a plane. I try but usually walk off right before they close the door. I fret over it for months in advance. So it was nice to read your story and I would love to have a before and after pic if it is ok..
Linda