i am having a very big emergency right now! i will be up all night you need to help !

JoesephCorillo · Post by **JoesephCorillo** » Tue Apr 20, 2010 7:31 pm

this is a big emergency. the way i talk might sound crazy but i need you guys to help me walk threw this everyone as a team this is so important its my life here. please can i explain the way im feeling and u guys can help me back and forth and help me on where to go and how to go about this cuz this is driving me crazy like really really bad please respond asap

Guest · Post by **Guest** » Tue Apr 20, 2010 7:33 pm

what i am going threw is like a dream and someone would think i was making it up but its real as can be

Guest · Post by **Guest** » Wed Apr 21, 2010 12:28 am

We are here for you and will listen to you please go on and explain.

Guest · Post by **Guest** » Wed Apr 21, 2010 11:50 am

hi guys. im sorry i didnt respond... i basically cried myself to death last night. finally feel asleep. i really need help the days are being spent away. the days are like minutes... what would be my frist step...because i dont know who to believe or where or how to get help. guys please help me

Guest · Post by **Guest** » Wed Apr 21, 2010 12:56 pm

Joseph, tell us more of what you are experiencing so that we can help you. Anxiety can cause MANY different symptoms. It's very common to feel like you're living in a sort of dream state,like things aren't really real. This happens when your mind becomes overwhelmed and goes on "auto pilot" so that you can still function. It may feel scary but it will not hurt you and it WILL go away as you learn to relax.

Guest · Post by **Guest** » Wed Apr 21, 2010 2:21 pm

Hi Joseph.

It's okay. You're fine. That happens to be a common symptom. So many of us has had that one. Just try to calm down. It'll go away. Its so hard, I know. But you are okay.

Guest · Post by **Guest** » Wed Apr 21, 2010 2:58 pm

i cant even write everything because itll make me go crazy im trying to escape it.
i feel like no one understands me and that everyone is lying to me
and that god and the devil are currently fighting over me
im really in a bad state. i havent left my bed in days, i stopped taking my meds, and i am really in a bad state. i dont know who to trust right now i am afraid of everything and everyone because its all connected. i dont know how to explain it but i keep getting ''signs'' telling me that i can't trust this person or that person... its getting really bad can someone help me figure out what to do i am at my rope's end.

Guest · Post by **Guest** » Wed Apr 21, 2010 2:59 pm

i got even scared of this forum because im having these thoughts and as soon as i get on here the very first response i got was from someone named witch guru...i'm really in a bad state. i cant take it i can't calm down.

Guest · Post by **Guest** » Wed Apr 21, 2010 3:03 pm

i feel like i am posssesssed and i know you will say no but the signs ive been getting are crazy. i mean so crazy that you will think i am making them up. as a matter of fact while writing this i just got a desa-vu i dont know if i spelled it right but i just got that really strong and really bad about me writing this. I felt like i had a dream about this already... about me writing this and the person above me's picture...i know you think im lying but im not

and i dont see or hear things that are not there... this started with depression and it manifested.

one thing i can tell others that are reading this is that when you see a small problem try to get rid of it before it gets big like this.

Guest · Post by **Guest** » Wed Apr 21, 2010 3:05 pm

wow thats crazy i wrote this before in a dream and the person above me told me that word for word and i even saw the person's picture.. i didnt remember it until now.

you guys have to help me i am losing my mind and the only way i see out is to numb my brain.. but how do you numb a brain? i dont want to die but i wish i could take a pill that can let me sleep this off for days and days...but ive been sleeping already... but my dreams are connected with reality... jesus im going out of my mind