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hi everyone ive been reading everyone;s probs for a week now. always end up with a tear in my eye.. your listening to a 43 year old man who could get any girl on the planet for 15 years. And now prob couldn't pick up a hooker with a 20 dollar bill... thats where my selfesteem is i was the one who every one came to with all there problems now its almost hard to get out of the house (huh) how we change i did make one promise to myself i said if i ever got better i would love to help everyone with anxiety. i really think it cant get as worse as me somedays i look up at the sky and i just want to run inside cause its to wide open.please some one tell me they felt that way b4........ well hope i didn;t bore anyone im chris
Hi Chris.
I was right there too (and i'm also 43
), but because of prayer and the program I feel great today. I won't say that I feel like I use to, because I feel better and more confident than I use to. I was constantly lightheaded all of my life. That was my main symptom. Now that I'm not afraid of that or many other things, I feel great.
Chris, do the program, and if you're a christian,(there's a lot of people on the site that don't believe in GOD) pray for healing, and you will be fine.
I know that you feel helpless, but you'll get better as the weeks move on.
I hated any open spaces, like outside and large, open rooms. I was always lightheaded, and because I felt ustable in open spaces, they made me even more anxious.
Remember when you're outside and you feel anxious that anxiety won't hurt you, it can only make you uncomfortable.
I was right there too (and i'm also 43

Chris, do the program, and if you're a christian,(there's a lot of people on the site that don't believe in GOD) pray for healing, and you will be fine.
I know that you feel helpless, but you'll get better as the weeks move on.
I hated any open spaces, like outside and large, open rooms. I was always lightheaded, and because I felt ustable in open spaces, they made me even more anxious.
Remember when you're outside and you feel anxious that anxiety won't hurt you, it can only make you uncomfortable.
Self esteem is a problem I have as well. And you are talking to a 22 year old who has never had a relationship with anyone, ever. So I know how it feels to dislike yourself. "How is someone supposed to love you if you can't even love yourself." That is what I always hear, but it's easier said than done I suppose.
The large, open world scares me to. Sometimes to the point where I doubt my purpose on earth. But I guess everyone has a purpose somewhere.
Things will improve. Try the program (I can't say whether or not it works since I have yet to do it), talk to people on here, try getting your self esteem back on track, and things will definitely look up for you.
The large, open world scares me to. Sometimes to the point where I doubt my purpose on earth. But I guess everyone has a purpose somewhere.
Things will improve. Try the program (I can't say whether or not it works since I have yet to do it), talk to people on here, try getting your self esteem back on track, and things will definitely look up for you.
Hi Chris,....I know what you are feeling ,I remember before I get the program .I know I had the attack but I couldn't understand what was happening to me ,i was so afraid of all the different feeling and symptoms.
still on the program ,i'm on session 8 now ,and still have along way to go .
I use to feel confuse too .I still do ,but not so much as i use too, I use to be so anxious ,that everything I look at I get a negative thought ,
Chris, there are lots of others just like you and me ,and they are feeling better one day at a time,... and you can get through this too ..
just containue doing the program and you will come out just fine .
still on the program ,i'm on session 8 now ,and still have along way to go .
I use to feel confuse too .I still do ,but not so much as i use too, I use to be so anxious ,that everything I look at I get a negative thought ,
Chris, there are lots of others just like you and me ,and they are feeling better one day at a time,... and you can get through this too ..
just containue doing the program and you will come out just fine .