Anyway, so even though I didn't feel I had a whole lot of room to improve I went ahead and cut out all extra refined sugar (replaced it with fruit if I got a craving) and didn't have any soda or coffee all week. My fiance and I went for a walk every night and I also stopped eating after 8pm and was in bed by 10pm. I felt really great by the end of the week - success! I was waking up feeling refreshed and had a significantly 'higher' mood all around.
So I decided for the weekend I would reward myself by relaxing my rules a little bit (hmm, sorta like an alcoholic celebrating an alcohol free day with a beer huh?). We went to a friend's house after work Friday and instead of my normal meat free home cooked meal I munched on chips and chili cheese dip, had a piece of pepperoni french bread pizza and a Pepsi. We didn't get home until after 2am the next morning. The next day I did better but did eat after 8pm and had some sweets. I didn't really notice feeling different until Monday morning when my alarm went off at 6:30am. I was exhausted and those negative thoughts were back (I feel like crap, I don't want to go to work) and continued through Tuesday. Wasn't until mid day Tuesday when I realized what had happened.
Has anyone else seen/experienced this? Ken said on the tape that going clean for a week or two made a big difference...I guess I didn't realize how big a difference it had made until I went back to my bad habits. But I'm convinced now
