Problems at the job-site
I'm so frustrated at this point with my job, but I feel too responsible to leave. Unfortunately this has now lead to management starting the "disciplanary" actions based on my "customer service" behaviors. I was asking for over 5 years for help in getting into the right place for my personality etc. so now as the new Vice Pres of Information Technology wants to force the "low hanging fruit" out of the department. My frustration and stress has now turned completely inward and I want to run so far so fast. I know I'm rambling a little, but that's how I'm feeling at the job now and I JUST DON'T CARE about it.....
I have been really frustrated with my job, and even though I had only been there 5 months (and I usually keep jobs for several years), I finally realized that it was increasing my anxiety issues to continue working there. I found a new job and start Monday. I decided that my responsibility is to me, and not to a job.
I am in the initial stages of moving on myself. Unfortunately I feel so very unvalued and unheard; which has been on-going for at least 5 years now. My personality is to change every 2-3 years and I've been at this company now for 10+ years. Prior to starting this program, I had begun to stop running away from things (as was my pattern for the last 20 years). Sadly it seems to have brought out the root anxiety issues I must have been avoiding all along....Even only after the beginning of the second week I am able to see I'm not crazy and there's nothing WRONG with me that new behaviors and like yourself, making me the responsibility and not other people or situations.