how do you handle the overwhelming suicide feeling?

Jennifier · Post by **Jennifier** » Thu Mar 13, 2008 5:25 am

prayer line number is 1*800*541*7729 it is a Godsent!

Jennifier

jesse1216 · Post by **jesse1216** » Thu Mar 13, 2008 11:06 am

Thank you all for your kind words. Yes, I am on medication. I have bipolar disorder. I appreciate that you all send me warm thoughts and prayers however, Jennifer's "The only way to healing from anything is through Christ Jesus." blog offense me. What happen to Allah, Buddah etc? This is one reason why I don't come on this site very often. I thought there was a spirituality section here? Why not keep that there? I can deal with spirituality but when people start preaching religion it rubs me the wrong way. I know it's my issue from past experiences and I have to deal with it.
But besides that I made it through another night listening to music and crying but at least i didn't cut or do something worse...maybe those warm thoughts and prayers helped a little. Thank you all for caring.
Jesse

Believer08 · Post by **Believer08** » Thu Mar 13, 2008 11:10 am

Believe that those prayers did help.......You are still here today!!! May peace that surpasses all understanding be yours..with clarity and wisdom....In Jesus name.

jesse1216 · Post by **jesse1216** » Thu Mar 13, 2008 11:22 am

Thanks...In Jesus name

Believer08 · Post by **Believer08** » Thu Mar 13, 2008 11:37 am

You are more than welcome Jesse......and know that you are not alone. I will continue to pray for you day and night....As I watch the sun rise until it sets and still forth. I want you to be able to see some of the beauties that are in this world.......To feel the sun's rays warming its self upon you.......All of these things are yours. You deserve peace and joy and know that this battle WILL end!! May the Blessings of God pour abundantly over you in every area of your life......

Jennifier · Post by **Jennifier** » Thu Mar 13, 2008 12:04 pm

Jesse1216,

I wasnt trying to offend you in anyway! I don't understand how my post offended you yourself said thanks in jesus name. I am confussed! Anyhow, I am sorry that I offended you I just know who heals me thats all I was saying. Well I hope that you get help with your thoughts so that you don't have those problems any longer! God bless!

Jennifier

deedee00 · Post by **deedee00** » Thu Mar 13, 2008 12:50 pm

Hello Maeggie, cuttinggirl, hairtrigger,prv31mom,and jesse. I really hope you all are getting real professional help for the self abuse because these things are more than just anxiety. When you start cutting yourselves and beating up yourselves in these different ways- that's something totally different and I really hope that you all take the advice given here and pray to GOD for recovery from these things. GOD still makes miracles!

jesse1216 · Post by **jesse1216** » Thu Mar 13, 2008 3:45 pm

Originally posted by Jennifier:
Jesse1216,

I wasnt trying to offend you in anyway! I don't understand how my post offended you yourself said thanks in jesus name. I am confussed! Anyhow, I am sorry that I offended you I just know who heals me thats all I was saying. Well I hope that you get help with your thoughts so that you don't have those problems any longer! God bless!

Jennifier

I was actually being sarcastic when I said in Jesus name

jesse1216 · Post by **jesse1216** » Thu Mar 13, 2008 3:49 pm

I really can't deal with this God stuff anymore. If God is so great then why are all of you still here suffering!!!
deedee are you a doctor and i just wasn't aware of it?
I can't believe I wasted so much money on this program! Another infomercial scam!
You live and learn. I won't be back on this site anymore.

*D* · Post by ***D*** » Thu Mar 13, 2008 4:16 pm

JESSE1216,
i come inhere to uplift others. not to preach to them..i went through the program in 2003..it took me until 2006 to be free of the panic, anxiety,depression , agrophobia and IBS...
we do pray for others that would like it.bt, if you do not wish for us to do that then thatis your priviledge.i wish you well in the program and know that you are in our thoughts..be blessed and, if someone a long tme ago offended you just forgive them and move on..beleive me it works..i had held things back for a long time and had to go to the grave and forgive my grand parentes for not telling me who my real mother was until i was going through a divorce and on my way to vietnam..thatwas a blow but i told them i loved them and told my mother that i was glad that i got to spend a little time wih her before she passed..its not easy but you can do it with hard work..take care my friend and hang in there.hope to talk to you later and please do not give up nor give in..thanks for your time..be blessed..
don
ifi can help somebody as i travel on, then my living will not be in vain...