If my anxiety & Depression weren't holding me back, I would...
I would enjoy life, taking it moment by moment, living in each moment. No longer so anxious about later or tomorrow that I can focus on the now. I would (will) eat out again, hang out with friends, allow myself to let someone else be in control of the situation. I would do everything that I love with the people that I love.
--Do more with and for my children
--Care about my appearance and that of my home
--Not think twice about going anywhere for fear of feeling ill the whole time I'm there
--Find a new job that would make full use of my capabilities w/o fear of my anxiety making me unreliable
--Make friends because I wouldn't let them down
--Stop being afraid to exercise
--Stop being afraid of living
--Stop hiding in my bed sleeping because I don't know how to deal with everything
--Look forward to living a long life instead of dreading it
I could go on and on and on...
--Care about my appearance and that of my home
--Not think twice about going anywhere for fear of feeling ill the whole time I'm there
--Find a new job that would make full use of my capabilities w/o fear of my anxiety making me unreliable
--Make friends because I wouldn't let them down
--Stop being afraid to exercise
--Stop being afraid of living
--Stop hiding in my bed sleeping because I don't know how to deal with everything
--Look forward to living a long life instead of dreading it
I could go on and on and on...
Wow The things I would be doing...
I would be a better mom, including taking them out more and joining mom and me classes.
I would get a job or finish school
I would have more friends
I would travel, I want to travel sooo bad but cant.
I would exercise and be fit.
I would go to concerts. out with friends
The list goes on.........
So sad how horrible this can be. I cant believe how much I am missing in the past 4 years of my life. I had a baby and I have never been the same since. I have missed alot of the important moments in my kids lives and not because I wasnt here for them but I was feeling so sick or worrying about my own health.
I hate what this has done to me and everyone else.
I would be a better mom, including taking them out more and joining mom and me classes.
I would get a job or finish school
I would have more friends
I would travel, I want to travel sooo bad but cant.
I would exercise and be fit.
I would go to concerts. out with friends
The list goes on.........
So sad how horrible this can be. I cant believe how much I am missing in the past 4 years of my life. I had a baby and I have never been the same since. I have missed alot of the important moments in my kids lives and not because I wasnt here for them but I was feeling so sick or worrying about my own health.
I hate what this has done to me and everyone else.