My Life my very hard life, what caused me to go Down Hill.
Shaun, WOW! what a story, You have been through so much there's no wonder you are in the state of mind you are in. The good news is this program will work for you, it will give you a since of empowerment that you are the key to your happiness. Like so many here who are dealing with these debilitating anxieties, depressions, etc, it feels like there's no light at the end of our tunnels sometimes, but please hang in there, it will get better 
You are not a failure. I admire your strength and courage to go after the help that you need. As far as the women in your life.. Well like Joel Osteen always says, "when GOD closes one door, he always opens a bigger and better door"
I will be praying for your health, that your migraines will subside so that you can spend more time with your beloved daughter, and your back pain.
Please feel free to reach out anytime you need to talk. This site is so awsome. Its wonderful to know that we are here to support and encourage each other
Missty

You are not a failure. I admire your strength and courage to go after the help that you need. As far as the women in your life.. Well like Joel Osteen always says, "when GOD closes one door, he always opens a bigger and better door"
I will be praying for your health, that your migraines will subside so that you can spend more time with your beloved daughter, and your back pain.
Please feel free to reach out anytime you need to talk. This site is so awsome. Its wonderful to know that we are here to support and encourage each other

Missty