Dying Father

[Guest]

I am so sorry to hear your pain. I can tell you when I lost my father I did many things that I never imagened would be my way of dealing. I'm a depressed person, I don't have energy to clean! Yet the morning I received the call I began cleaning everything. I then became so sad I didn't get out of bed the next day. My husband made me go to mothers day breakfast for his family and I realized that was the first time I had ate a meal in 24 hrs. I've been sad, mad, and every emotion in between since his death and I have had 5 other deaths since then. The difference in the last 2 yrs is Faith in God. When my dad died I was not going to church but Nov 2006 I started going to church(after praying God would lead me in the right direction, and to my suprise many strangers began talking to me about faith)My best friend, Bijal @ 30 just passed away. The only and I mean only person I have ever been able to trust died. Between my prayers and my support of the church in my sorrow I was feeling strength. At that moment I knew to pray and say thank you because I have never felt that during a lose before. Please know God is waiting to hear from you and I will be praying for you and your family. God bless.