Time to Grow inside

AJ55101 · Post by **AJ55101** » Sun Mar 16, 2008 10:04 am

I was Born with Cerebral Palsy -- ( ITS ONLY IN MY LEGS ) I can walk some i use a cane and wheelchair. My legs are just weak I can stand on my feet.

My both folks are pass on. When my mom pass on that time was hard on me I was depression Meds and see a psychiatrist and therapy also. It help but now I see that Med was making me dull now.. In the past I did a lot in my life. Like enjoy my life and my world was big I did a lot now I see my world is so small. I had a PCA (Personal Care Assistant). And others in my life who were Control people my life.. Now I have been off on my depression Meds since Jan 2008. I feel more better I see that dull in mind is stopping. I am not letting control people telling what I should do. I fire my PCA Person now because I can most all things in life cleaning my place and shopping with friends who will help with that.

Most the Control people came in my life had kill my dreams in my life and goals in me.

And now its time to grow into a man which is there inside my life and heart and my soul.

My plans now going to classes for Photographer. I pray I can do this and will do this

Guest · Post by **Guest** » Sun Mar 16, 2008 10:15 am

Hi

I am so glad that the depression is lifting. Good for you!! I highly encourage you to pursue your dream of becoming a photographer. That is great. I believe that as long as you are striving to reach your dreams there will be little or no room in your mind and life for depression.

God bless you and GO FOR IT!!!

Guest · Post by **Guest** » Sun Mar 16, 2008 10:30 am

You are so right. Thanks for your words of kindness

Guest · Post by **Guest** » Sun Mar 16, 2008 10:53 am

I wanted to encourage you as well. Everyday is a new opportunity to grow--you are doing that with your dream of becoming a photographer. Peace to you on this special day!

Guest · Post by **Guest** » Sun Mar 16, 2008 11:17 am

What a courageous man you are! Having lost your parents must have been so frightening but it sounds like you are doing the right things for yourself. Good luck with your photography...I think that is great. I know writing helps me to stay focused. If my book ever becomes published I will have accomplished my life's dream. I am on session 3 and it's been very uplifting so far.

Here's a hug of compassion and encouragement

Barbara U. Cherish