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I just move back where i use to live up in St.Louis Mo ... I thought it would be the right move. Now I think it isn't .Still no job. With the company that I work for before I can get a transfer I have to apply for each one.. Which I am . The job is bewteen me @ my brother they say. Still waiting to find out if i do get a job that I took a leave of acceps with my company. By the end of the month of I don't get a job with the co. Then I am rehireable .Then my paycheck was short when I check on it. Then this morning I didn't get paid at all...
My cat Teddy is so mad at me for moving us up here . She won't come to me.I move back here so I can be more closer to my sister who is having a baby but now I think it was a very big mistake on moving. My mom say don't worry about it. She will help me . But still I like to take care of myself. I don't even like it when she knows when I am depress. I try to hide it . Last night I was crying . Today I am crying the blues.... My cat hides most of the time. If she comes out she gets into cat fight with my mom's cat's . All of is staying at grandma's house until I can get back on my feet. Plus I stay paying rent on apartment that I am not in now back where I use to live. So when I do get my place I can get a good ref from him.

I don't know what I am going to do. I listen to the dvd's plus the relax on it isn't helping me now .. All I do is cry too much... Thanks for letting me share

Heavenly Purple Teddy,
Hang in there I promise you it will get better. I recently moved to Texas from Oklahoma. My sons and I had to stay with my sister and her family for five months. I went out everyday and looked for a job. I was so depressed I couldn't stand it. My mood swings were crazy. One minute I would be crying and the next minute I would be screaming. I was almost to the point of giving up on life then one day out of the blue my friend called me and told me about a job opening. I went the next day for an interview and got the job. I now am back on my feet. I have my own house and am taking care of my kids by myself. I know that relocating is tough, but don't give up. Your day will come.

Thanks for what you said. It does help hearing that... It's just been to tough on this move . Without a job plus this month is very hard on me anyways. See my dad past away 5 years ago on june 21. So this month is too hard not having a job . Plus teddy my cat is not happy with this move. Doesn't help things out. She is mad at me then in the evening time she starts to come to me again. Today is Father's day .. I can't sleep . All wanted to do is cry. Where I couldn't even cry enless I was in the basement so no one would hear me... I think if I felt like I was wanted at my grandma's house it would be one thing. I just feel like I need to go away... Can't because I don't have money.. Kepp borring money from mom. which isn't cool with me at all... My sister would say think of my baby will be here soon... We will see .. Thanks so much ...