Stress Center Peer Support

That's Great, J! Wonderful advise! I think I've heard it before! LOL! You guys make my days and nights fun! Paislee

I feel happy, oh so happy, I feel happy and sappy, with fries........

Today I completed my last day of training for my new job. My supervisor told me she loves me, and the other girls did too.
I started training thinking that this was a shitty job, beneath me. I truly did.

I completed training knowing this is a wonderful opportunity, it is extremely difficult but fun, and I need to take the initiative and lead when necessary.

I feel so proud. I have so many funny stories to tell, but alas, I will not, because this is not the forum for funny stories. I also have sad stories and heart warming stories.

I love being our hospital's switchboard operator. I am so grateful that I was given this chance. I can't make the first girl's night out, but they are going to have another one very soon, so I can attend too.

I love work.

The end.

Love,
J.
PS
Tomorrow I start training for my new volunteer position. This will also be fun.

Sooooo, Sooooo happy for you. Everyone loves you, J, because you exude love. They are so lucky to have you.

I'm so happy for you as well, J! That's so wonderful that you are having so much fun and meeting some great and kind people! Paislee

Thank you both.

I have a dilemma that I posted on Defensive People that I need help with if anyone can read that and give me some insights on.
I don't know where else to post this problem. Paislee

whoa...I'm really, really spiraling out of control and I don't know why. My mood has deeply plummeted ever since I came back from the storage facility yesterday.

I'm doing everything I can to lift myself out of this horrible place. This is depression at it's worst. I thought I was all better.
I will force myself to go and accomplish what I need to do today, and Julie wants me to go over to her place tonight. I don't know if I will be able to hide my depression from her.

This is bad.

Typing this is a first good step. There is another website that I MUST stay away from, because I'm fairly certain that I can't handle that site. There are just too many suicidal people there, and I became suicidal after revisiting the site. I'm fine, but I must stay away from there.

My skin hurts.

And I have been doing so well. I feel so bad that I cancelled my therapy this morning and took the phone off the hook.

J it is normal to be takenaback when digging threw our memorys. Please don't be discouraged. Your OK.
Yes we and I have some being drug under the Buss days. Especially when diging thru our past and adjusting to the present and really so when it is dumped on us. J, reach back and grab the "I can" and "I am" doing this for the truth. It will prevail and the good thoughts and inspiration can and will return just as quick as it left. Maybe sharing the trigger with Ju will help restore the flickering flame on your candle.
A computor hug for you.

Thank you so much. Thank you very much, and you are right. I'll talk to her about how hard it is. She understands, because it is too hard for her to go there too.
Hugs back.

Was wondering where you are hoping you were busy with work, with friends, with family, etc. You don't need a site with S as a topic. If you want substitute shrinks, amateurs are here. We bring in the sunshine as I'm learning to move the clouds in Tai Chi, but mostly have no idea what I'm doing.

As to Julie, I can only share my attitude to mine. I generally try to be honest and they know my basically dark view of life stemming from history. When I had hard times I always made sure to tell them they had nothing to do with it. But I also feel responsible for them and so try to cheer them, joke around, be a role model. We have book club.....with him, with her. Very different selections: I mostly follow their preferences. Can say this has been one of my great gifts with them. Just thought I'd share for whatever it's worth.