Posted: Mon Mar 10, 2008 4:12 pm
I have been taking Xanax as needed only since July/August '07.
My first experience with the pill was like - OMG - I feel normal again.
For the most part I still tend to get that feeling, but, I now find that in the back of my mind when I am trying to beat the feelings I can turn to the Xanax for that quick fix. I'd rather beat it, but sometimes find myself taking it so I can feel normal for awhile.
I want to be independent of any pill. My doctor recently prescribed me Lexapro, but after reading up on it, decided I had to beat this thing on my own or with a support system and here I am!
My first experience with the pill was like - OMG - I feel normal again.
For the most part I still tend to get that feeling, but, I now find that in the back of my mind when I am trying to beat the feelings I can turn to the Xanax for that quick fix. I'd rather beat it, but sometimes find myself taking it so I can feel normal for awhile.
I want to be independent of any pill. My doctor recently prescribed me Lexapro, but after reading up on it, decided I had to beat this thing on my own or with a support system and here I am!