Stress Center Peer Support

Hello Jay,

I like your Attuide. Quote: we all are going to win this battle and no ones giving up. I feel exactly the same way so brother keep with it and a speedy recovery.

inside man

I would...

**Not be afraid of success.
**Finish my novel.
**Get my Master's degree.
**Sell my business and move somewhere that I liked and not worry whether or not they had decent healthcare.
Step out of my comfort zone.
Like myself again.

-I would sleep like I used to
-Take care of my son alone
-Be Happy
-Be comfortable at work
-Go back to school
-Get married to my fiancee
-Ride a roller coaster
-Work out
and many other things.
BUT WE WILL CONQUER THIS!!! WOO HOO!!!!

I would enjoy life, taking it moment by moment, living in each moment. No longer so anxious about later or tomorrow that I can focus on the now. I would (will) eat out again, hang out with friends, allow myself to let someone else be in control of the situation. I would do everything that I love with the people that I love.

At the moment I can not remember all the things that I had written down but I do know this.

If my anxiety was not holding me back I would travel the world all by myself, with no one to have to depend on. THAT is my dream.

--Do more with and for my children
--Care about my appearance and that of my home
--Not think twice about going anywhere for fear of feeling ill the whole time I'm there
--Find a new job that would make full use of my capabilities w/o fear of my anxiety making me unreliable
--Make friends because I wouldn't let them down
--Stop being afraid to exercise
--Stop being afraid of living
--Stop hiding in my bed sleeping because I don't know how to deal with everything
--Look forward to living a long life instead of dreading it

I could go on and on and on...

Wow The things I would be doing...
I would be a better mom, including taking them out more and joining mom and me classes.

I would get a job or finish school

I would have more friends

I would travel, I want to travel sooo bad but cant.

I would exercise and be fit.

I would go to concerts. out with friends

The list goes on.........
So sad how horrible this can be. I cant believe how much I am missing in the past 4 years of my life. I had a baby and I have never been the same since. I have missed alot of the important moments in my kids lives and not because I wasnt here for them but I was feeling so sick or worrying about my own health.
I hate what this has done to me and everyone else.

I would have a girlfriend
be rich

I would.....
Never be nervous to just go down the street with a friend! I wouldnt be scared to go to school everyday &&'d most importantly I would be able to go to cheer state tomorrow &&'d not be as nervous &&'d scared as I am right now!

I would enjoy my career and work like I used to
I would be more adventurous
I would start my self business
I would dream and accomplish them
I would go to a concert with out self talking in positive way all the time there
I would travel alone
I would live free and full