fear of trying new things
I thought this site was a little confusing at first but I'm figuring it out pretty good now. It's starting to be fun. It feels good to write in the forums or respond to other people thoughts.It's like I'm making progress to better my self. After leaving the computer I am happier than before I got online.
My reason for starting the program is desperation. I have tried for over a year seeing a doctor and counselor seeking help for OCD,during which time I have tried a number of medications which increased my anxiety. My mother had a brain tumor removed in April and since then her health has greatly deteriorated, which has compounded my stress and anxiety. I'm tired of always doubting myself and I want to regain the confidence and contentment in my life. In other words, I want to regain control of my life.