Posted: Fri Dec 04, 2009 3:31 am
Hello everyone my name is Heather and I started on week 1 this week. I am currently on day three. A little background on me I probably have always felt the anxiety/depression I do. It got considerably worse after I got home from my second deployment...except I didn't crash right away, a post deployment questionare indicated I was having problems. Even with a little meds and help it took a few month to totally crash to the point of where I held a loaded gun to my head. I can't wait to fell normal, alive, and free. Anyone one nervous starting out? My fear is that no one will notice I won't be able to handle the new me!!!!!!