Starting Over
Posted: Thu Feb 18, 2021 7:42 am
Hello everyone!
It doesn't seem like this forum is very active but I would like to reach out just in case (if anyone wants an accountability buddy too).
I started this program back in 2012 when I was 17-18, but never fully completed it. A lot of it did help though. I still suffer from OCD, anxiety and the occasional panic attack, but I am not on medications anymore mostly due to this program.
Fast forward to today I nearly had a panic attack trying to get to work. I haven't slept well and could barely eat. Now I'm sitting here anxious and obsessed that I'll get fired for calling out at last minute. I'm so sad and worried that I will never feel "normal" because of these symptoms and thoughts. It makes me feel weak
I really want my life back. I feel like I have recovered in some ways but I still feel like I'm battling. So long story short: I'm starting this program over again from session 1. I hope to meet some fellow recovered people, or people who are still on their journeys to recovery.
Thank you for reading,
Mandi
It doesn't seem like this forum is very active but I would like to reach out just in case (if anyone wants an accountability buddy too).
I started this program back in 2012 when I was 17-18, but never fully completed it. A lot of it did help though. I still suffer from OCD, anxiety and the occasional panic attack, but I am not on medications anymore mostly due to this program.
Fast forward to today I nearly had a panic attack trying to get to work. I haven't slept well and could barely eat. Now I'm sitting here anxious and obsessed that I'll get fired for calling out at last minute. I'm so sad and worried that I will never feel "normal" because of these symptoms and thoughts. It makes me feel weak
I really want my life back. I feel like I have recovered in some ways but I still feel like I'm battling. So long story short: I'm starting this program over again from session 1. I hope to meet some fellow recovered people, or people who are still on their journeys to recovery.
Thank you for reading,
Mandi