Depression and anxiety have been killing me
Posted: Sun Jul 17, 2011 9:19 pm
Hello to everyone. For now I am known only as Finallyhere. This is day one for me. I need all the support and suggestions I can get. I don't remember any time in my life that I have not been depressed and anxious, and I have a lot of years behind me. My daughter told me to drive myself to the hospital today, she can't deal with the level of my depression anymore. I found this program 3 or so years ago and finally in desparation opened it today. It is my last ditch effort before I check into the ER again. Something has to change. I can't go on like this. Here is help right in front of me. AA didn't work for me. I really didn't want to sit around talking about how alcohol has ruined my life. Some of the meds the doctor put me on made things really bad. I started suffering with vertigo about 3 years ago, many hospitaliztions for it. I wanted to talk about how much trouble I have socializing. The disappointment of my life. I am not drinking now, and want to deal with the real stuff to fix my life. Oh and by the way, I had vision sugery 2 months ago and the vertigo has virtually stopped. Now I need to get the rest of my life in order. My mental attitude and I would appreciate any and all help. Can't wait for day 2 tomorrow. 