Posted: Wed May 21, 2008 5:01 am
My name is Amanda, and I knew I had some "issues" but until I saw a late night commercial about this program had no idea it could be my anxiety. I live in a world of worry, and fear. I criticize myself, second guess every move I make and have no ability to stand up for myself. I worry about what people think of me, what they say when I am out of the room... etc. I suffer from chronic headaches, and pain. I sleep all the time and don't paticularly enjoy interacting with anyone anymore. I have no friends left.. I am able to put on a happy face for work and get through my 12 hour days... But I physically and emotionally exhausted by the end of my shifts. I am always giving so much of myself and "over try" to compensate for my perceived inadequacies. I found this and I am even afraid this won't work. And now the commercial has given me a NEW thing to worry about... that I have anxiety and though this promises a "cure" it won't be. Nothing ever is. God, I hope I am wrong and this is it....