Posted: Sat Oct 18, 2008 2:07 pm
I feel like my anxiety just starts up for no reason, this has been a hard year for me anxiety wise, Ive been nervous, stressed out, depersonalized..its scary. I also get this feeling, as the day progresses, that something bad is going to happen, there is like this underlying fear that I have in me that rises up, but I cant understand why I feel anxious. Anybody relate? I also get those "Bursts" of adrenaline all the time, I can feel it in my stomach sometimes...Like a nausesous feeling. But waht really has been tough for me is the depersonalization..and NO i have never been abused, Ive had a great childhood and came from a very supportive and loving family. People have told me that it could be from that and it made me feel bad and kind of angry. And sometimes when I am with a friend or something, I feel like a different person than who I am when im with my family, is this a form of depersonalization? That REALLY scares me, cuz it makes me feel I have some personality disorder<---one of my Biggest fears. 
can anybody relate to that? I know people have told me to just float with the feelings, im getting better, but its still hard. Nights are hard for me, especially when I got to sleep, I feel alone, is this common? And one more question, are memory problems a syptoms of anxiety? Or is it my medicine or something else? Im on abilify, was on Cymbalta. Im starting to wonder if Cymbalta is what caused my anxiety to get worse. Thank You.
Jared.
can anybody relate to that? I know people have told me to just float with the feelings, im getting better, but its still hard. Nights are hard for me, especially when I got to sleep, I feel alone, is this common? And one more question, are memory problems a syptoms of anxiety? Or is it my medicine or something else? Im on abilify, was on Cymbalta. Im starting to wonder if Cymbalta is what caused my anxiety to get worse. Thank You.Jared.