Posted: Fri Aug 21, 2009 11:00 am
My therapist thinks that I should be on meds, lexipro so I went to my GP and he asked me a bunch of questions how do you feel etc. Although he sees that I have anxiety now due to my situation he doesn’t feel it warrants meds. This really relieves me. I have been going thru a real tough time lately. My wife wants to end our relationship, marriage, (4 kids) after 9 years due to anger/mood issues. She says I have always been angry and not happy. I feel as though I am a functional person, but I realized some of the things that she says are right. I do feel that I am happier then she says I am. Breaking apart my family will end my happiness for a long time.
I recently deployed with the Guard and as soon as I got home she sprung this on me which has put me in a tail spin that I am having a hard time pulling out of. I started to see a therapist (4 weeks now) and I started on this program about a week ago. I have been keeping a journal and trying to think positive, but when ever my mind wanders it goes down hill quick. Only a few of my very close friends know about my situation. I want to talk to my wife and tell her how much I need her, but every time we talk she gets mad and upset. I am so unsure on what I should do any advised would be greatly appreciated.
I recently deployed with the Guard and as soon as I got home she sprung this on me which has put me in a tail spin that I am having a hard time pulling out of. I started to see a therapist (4 weeks now) and I started on this program about a week ago. I have been keeping a journal and trying to think positive, but when ever my mind wanders it goes down hill quick. Only a few of my very close friends know about my situation. I want to talk to my wife and tell her how much I need her, but every time we talk she gets mad and upset. I am so unsure on what I should do any advised would be greatly appreciated.