Posted: Tue Sep 29, 2009 3:01 pm
I completed the program 2 weeks ago and was doing great I have had growth spurts but was able to get through them, but this one took the wind out of me and having trouble getting back on course.
Depression took my relationship away with now my X wife and all I wanted was to regain what I have lost with her but found out there was too much damage done she does not want to go through the roller coaster ride as she put it again. I am having trouble excepting it but i can't change it and feeling very lonley don't know what to do. Can't beleive I am putting my feelings on the board, but I want to get through this and you guys are all I have. Everyone has deserted me because of the depression and anxiety I have come a long way and was feeling great but I don't have any friends to talk to I need sugesstions on where is a good place to start to meet people and begin friendships. This really sounds stupid saying this for someone of my age (58)but I have no where else to turn to.
Depression took my relationship away with now my X wife and all I wanted was to regain what I have lost with her but found out there was too much damage done she does not want to go through the roller coaster ride as she put it again. I am having trouble excepting it but i can't change it and feeling very lonley don't know what to do. Can't beleive I am putting my feelings on the board, but I want to get through this and you guys are all I have. Everyone has deserted me because of the depression and anxiety I have come a long way and was feeling great but I don't have any friends to talk to I need sugesstions on where is a good place to start to meet people and begin friendships. This really sounds stupid saying this for someone of my age (58)but I have no where else to turn to.