I'm nervous to go to the doc tomorrow.
I haven't been able to sleep good in a week.
I keep having bad dreams. The doc said that my white blood cells where a Lil low and to come back in a month. I went back in a month and they were still low. So she said I have to go to a blood specialist. And I'm scared as hell. I dont want to die. I keep thinking the doctr is going to tell me the worst news.
I'm only 20, and I'm scared to die.
I'm afraid its going to be somthing serious.
everybody tells me not to worry , but I worry cuz in
scared
the doc gave me fake Xanax but I dont like taking them. I can't sleep more then 4 hours a night
helllllllppppppp
I'm going crazy
test results
You can do it and don't think the worst, although that's what we do. I have had health problems for 16 yrs so i know the toll it has on the nerves. Take the meds even though they are scarey, it helps, and will get you through your visit. I also have a hard time with doctors and I can't do hospitals, it is so hard and only we can understand the toll it takes on us. But you can get through it , be strong. take care
I went to the doc and they said I have to do more tests. I'm so scared I'm gonna die. Grrrr I dont know what to do. I can't sleep, I just dont know. I'm sad and only thinking about what I might have. The doc said I might not have anything , but we still have to do all these a scary tests and I'm nervous as hell
hey tina,
i know its hard to do, but you can't dwell on what might be. you have to take one step at a time. there might be areason your blood count is low and can be treated. you can't worry about what might be. your thinking the worst before you know the real cause. believe me i know about going to doctors and running tests. you have to take one step at a time. your young and im sure your not going to die! alot of people have low blood counts for different reasons. take it one step at a time. as hard as it might be don't think that far ahead. try to stay positive. take care and im sure everything will be ok. TOM
i know its hard to do, but you can't dwell on what might be. you have to take one step at a time. there might be areason your blood count is low and can be treated. you can't worry about what might be. your thinking the worst before you know the real cause. believe me i know about going to doctors and running tests. you have to take one step at a time. your young and im sure your not going to die! alot of people have low blood counts for different reasons. take it one step at a time. as hard as it might be don't think that far ahead. try to stay positive. take care and im sure everything will be ok. TOM
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Believer08
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Tina first take some deep breathes. I know its scary....you are dealing with some unknown territory and its frightening you. Then you are allowing your thoughts to run faster then your breath......What part of the session are you on? You might want to just repeat session 2 for a moment. Remember you can not predict anything you are not a Doctor and you are not God. So lets cast down that thought. Lets move forward the facts...ok you have to have some test done...why to find out really whats challenging your body so you can begin to feel great 100% again....stop planning the funeral. If you were deadly sick you would not be on the site. So lets pull back those thoughts and pray. I know many people that had Lupus....notice the word (Had) its past tense and they were Healed from it....I know people that had (again past tense) Leukemia and were healed....So again lets focus on the positive and lets stay in the moment its ok to be anxious but not disabilitating. Have a beautiful day and if you would like to talk more by all means please contact me.