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Hi everyone I am new to this I just ordered the program a couple of days ago, it hasnt arrived yet, but I have been reading some of the posts on here and just reading them I feel a little better reading of people experiencing the same things that I am and hearing stories of there recoveries gives me hope. I have been struggling with depression and anxiety since I was in about 8th grade I am no a junior in college and my anxiety is at its all time worst I always fear that I am loosing control/my mind and the absolute worst symptom I have is the "derealization" feeling like I am not here or almost like a dreamlike deja-vu feeling it makes my anxiety so bad its like a viscious cycle the more I think about the strange feeling the more anxious I get and bad thoughts come into my head...like will this ever go away, will I ever be normal again. I really am hoping that this program and forum will help on my road to recovery. If anyone would like to talk or give me some tips esp. if you have/had/or recovered from this same strange feeling Iam always up to chat just reply back on here or send my a personal message. I really would like to make some friends on here to help me through this, my family and boyfriend are very supportive, but its hard talking with them because they are not experiencing the same thing and sometimes I feel it is hard for them to understand what I am going through and it becomes frustrating for both of us.
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my boyfriend, sisters and friends are very supportive too but they have had no idea what i was/am going through so i hear you. The WONDERFUL people on this site will help you. they've always helped me! PM me anytime I'm always on here and tomorrow i will be starting my program. i got it today!! I'm excited. believe me you can beat derealization. I did and NEVER thought i would. now i just have to beat all the other crap and I'll be a new person... I'd say my old self but iv had anxiety since i was 8. good luck sista!!!
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