Posted: Thu Jun 26, 2008 3:31 am
I have been doing mostly OK, sleeping basically OK, even though it has been a difficult month (I had some medical concerns and my 36-year-old cousin diet unexpectedly). But I thought I was managing OK until this week the nervousness is around all the time, and definitely was anxiety in the night. BUT I am telling myself "Just because I felt like this before and it got worse last time...it doesn't mean that will happen this time." Maybe this time I will work harder on positive thinking, float with anxiety, I won't deny it or try to push it away, just accept it. I will keep track of my negative thoughts again and find the error in that thinking and replace with positive thoughts ALL DAY LONG. I am facing a vacation on Saturday that coincidentally is the exact same route and stops of a vacation that I took in the middle of horrible anxiety back in 2006 before I found the StressCenter.com. So it is always stressful getting ready for a trip, but I think some of my anxiety is a memory of that difficult time. Also, have you ever noticed you get through a difficult time and then the anxiety comes a little later? Maybe that is what is going on. I will keep working on it...