Posted: Wed Feb 04, 2009 5:04 am
As I was getting ready to go to sleep I started having chest pains right over my heart. I had never had them there before and it really scared me. It went away after a few minutes but I though for sure it was a heart attack. I became hot and sweaty. It sent me straight into a panic attack. I tried to calm myself down but was too tired to focus and eventually woke my mom up (I'm 18 and still living at home).
She was able to calm me down some and I fell back to sleep. I woke up 30 minutes later with another panic attack, worse than the first one, and tried to get through it but again was too tired to focus on calming myself down and went to wake up my mom again.
What a terrible night. I thought for sure there was something horribly wrong with me. I'm feeling a little better today but it still feels like there's a dark cloud looming over me.
She was able to calm me down some and I fell back to sleep. I woke up 30 minutes later with another panic attack, worse than the first one, and tried to get through it but again was too tired to focus on calming myself down and went to wake up my mom again.
What a terrible night. I thought for sure there was something horribly wrong with me. I'm feeling a little better today but it still feels like there's a dark cloud looming over me.