Posted: Mon Apr 20, 2009 5:00 am
Hello everyone, I seem to feeling a bit better then I did one month ago, but there are still times when I can't sleep and am very anxious. I've doing the things that make anxious so I can face the fear I have. These are things that I done all my life with no problem. Go eat, flea market, church. I still get anxious before I go and sometimes wonder if I'm going to make it through it. I try not to think about the anxiety but that's almost impossible so I talk my self out of it. I also tend to lean toward alcohol to relax me, I don't need alot of alcohol but just a couple beers relaxes me. I get scared that I'm gonna become dependent on that alcohol to get through situations and I don't want that. I don't want to take meds because I'm afraid of side effects or addiction to them. It seems addition to meds is as bad as alcohol. Any thoughts? Thanks and god bless all. keep god in your life he'll get us through.