Posted: Wed Mar 03, 2010 12:40 pm
Today I started a new weight loss program called the 6 Week Body Makeover by Micheal Thurman. Has anyone ever heard or tried it? Well it basically tells you to cut out eating foods that are making you fat for your specific body type. Also it gives you a full refund if you don't lose at least 30 lbs at the end of your 6wks. Sounds to good to be true huh? Well I have tried everything so I can zip my wedding dress all the way up in June, but everything I've tried I can't seem to stick to. Plus I know for sure that I need like a day to day guide line for myself to go by as far as what I can eat to help me loose weight. Anyway, while I was sitting in class earlier today, I started to feel weird, and have that uncomfortable feeling like I was going to fall, faint or passout. Lord knows it has been several months since I have experienced those symptoms. It scared me bcuz, I haven't felt those sensations in so long, I started to go back to those dark thoughts again, I might die, I don't want to pass out in front of everyone, I want to hurry up and get out of here, what if this, and what if that!! NO!!! I don't know if it was bcuz I changed my foods, and my body was getting a shock or what? The program does not supply the food or nothing like that, we have to buy our own at our own grocery store. Also, have been having these low blood sugar moments going on for weeks now, and it makes me think I could be a diabetic. I got checked for diabetes like 3-5 times a month almost all last year, bcuz I was always in the ER bcuz I was having a hard time with my anxiety, and panic attacks, before they knew what was going on with me, when they'd run a bunch of tests. However, my blood sugar was always were it needed to be! But since I got laid off from my job last July, I don't have med ins., so I haven't been checked since before then. Does anyone go through bouts of low blood sugar often through the day, could it be a symptom of the ol' anxiety?? Anyway, I hope I can stick to this weight loss program, bcuz I don't know what I will do if I can't fit my dress in 3 short months!!!! Love ya stress center friends!