I feel repetitively conscious living in a meaningless world
Posted: Thu Sep 12, 2013 3:40 am
Can anyone relate?
If I were to label the diagnosis, it would be called: Derealization.
I have been wracking my brain for years and years every time this "symptom" would pop up.
Trying to explain what it feels like,
From: "This perspective is so uncomfortable to be in".. and: "It's like I don't want to see anything, hear anything, think anything, cause I feel like I'm doing it every second of the day and it's too overwhelming." ... to: " I feel like a disconnected form of nothingness stuck in a repetitivation called life that is fabricated of meaninglessness, so going on seems impossible." and trying to find answers in how to keep my self assured that I can pull through it.
Maybe this can happen if I try to help someone else with it, and we can master mind a plan together.
But just knowing I'm not alone with this will be a start.
Thanks for listening
If I were to label the diagnosis, it would be called: Derealization.
I have been wracking my brain for years and years every time this "symptom" would pop up.
Trying to explain what it feels like,
From: "This perspective is so uncomfortable to be in".. and: "It's like I don't want to see anything, hear anything, think anything, cause I feel like I'm doing it every second of the day and it's too overwhelming." ... to: " I feel like a disconnected form of nothingness stuck in a repetitivation called life that is fabricated of meaninglessness, so going on seems impossible." and trying to find answers in how to keep my self assured that I can pull through it.
Maybe this can happen if I try to help someone else with it, and we can master mind a plan together.
But just knowing I'm not alone with this will be a start.
Thanks for listening