Thinking too much
Posted: Wed Sep 19, 2012 3:48 am
I feel like i think toooooo much its like if i overthink everything it could be like texting a person im like what should i put is she gonna text me back. Thats an example that happens too mean but its stupid but i jist think alot over everything i hate it.. i worry alot sometimes i feel not im my body or something like that i think its depersonalization but i dont know it really sucks this
nothing makes me happy i feel i am not myself i dont live life and i dont enjoy things sometimes i just wanna give up but then i tell myself i am not gonna do anything to myself i hate worrying and thinking.. i hate this not being myself feeling not controling my actions and sometimes i cant concentrate i hate it... i am taking zoloft but idk if its helping or anything im not having anxiety attacks anymore.. i sometimes like think of something good and then a negative thought has to ruin it and i just get down i think way too much and i dont want to!! I want to be happy and live enjoy things not worry at all!!!!!
