Old timer back on board
Posted: Mon Feb 20, 2012 5:52 am
I first went through the program in 2005, at the time I was having a lot of issues, agoraphobia, panic attacks and lots of general anxiety, I think it was all brought on by unemployment and the sitting around the house, depression that it brought, I went through the program, got a job and my life improved 100%.
So in January this year after going back to work after the holidays I was laid of, work closed and all of us made redundant. At the time it was a relief, I really hated my boss, he was such a horrible man and there was so much office politics at play I was glad to get out. I was no sooner made redundant until another firm bought our company, They hired everyone back except me, my boss got demoted and took my job, while I hated the place it was the point of the thing, everyone took back bar me. Its been on my mind 24/7 until I am now at the point once again where I get anxious if I leave the house, I am full of resentment and slowly but surly my anxiety is coming back.
So here I am back on the board, I really need to go through the program again but I don't seem to have the motivation, If anyone else would like to go through it with me and kinda help each other out it would be greatly appreciated, 12 weeks seems like a hell of a long time, I know I did it before but some how it seems easier just to stay stuck than do anything about it.
So in January this year after going back to work after the holidays I was laid of, work closed and all of us made redundant. At the time it was a relief, I really hated my boss, he was such a horrible man and there was so much office politics at play I was glad to get out. I was no sooner made redundant until another firm bought our company, They hired everyone back except me, my boss got demoted and took my job, while I hated the place it was the point of the thing, everyone took back bar me. Its been on my mind 24/7 until I am now at the point once again where I get anxious if I leave the house, I am full of resentment and slowly but surly my anxiety is coming back.
So here I am back on the board, I really need to go through the program again but I don't seem to have the motivation, If anyone else would like to go through it with me and kinda help each other out it would be greatly appreciated, 12 weeks seems like a hell of a long time, I know I did it before but some how it seems easier just to stay stuck than do anything about it.