Posted: Tue Jun 16, 2009 10:28 pm
Hey everyone,
I'll start off by saying my name is Justin and i'm 20 years old. I'm new to these forums/this program but I have recently realized I have been dealing with GAD (Generalized Anxiety Disorder) for a while now.
I had been prescribed some medicine by my family doctor for depression when I was much younger, however I was never given any specific information about it. I didn't want to take pills to fix my problem so I refused to take them and i've tried to live normal ever since.
I have had several anxiety attacks, including one serious one which caused me to hyperventilate for almost an hour and my temperature to go from 94 to 104 degrees in minutes. Everyday I have panic attacks about something for no reason and then just shrug it off.. but every time it happens its like my heart is dropping out of my chest.. for such a random reasons which were not worth stressing over.
I seen the infomercial for this program on the tv one night when I couldn't sleep, it sounded all too familiar, I wasn't the only one. I knew I was depressed.. just never realized how many symptoms were so relevant. I started to do a lot of research into early hours of the morning about what I am suffering from.
I always just feel so unmotivated, its ruining my life.. I have a great job which i've had for almost a year now but its been so hard holding jobs for the past little bit, I get so depressed that I don't want to even go and interact with people, I am starting to feel this way with my current job, or have been for a while but it gets worse every day.
I will have mood swings and hurt those I care about.. I just can't take it anymore, I want to be me again and stop feeling this way, so i'm turning to this program and the support i've seen on these forums throughout the process.
lol there is wayyy too much more I can say so I will stop here but I appreciate any feedback, has anyone else ignored their anxiety disorder for a long period of their life before realizing it?
thanks everyone
I'll start off by saying my name is Justin and i'm 20 years old. I'm new to these forums/this program but I have recently realized I have been dealing with GAD (Generalized Anxiety Disorder) for a while now.
I had been prescribed some medicine by my family doctor for depression when I was much younger, however I was never given any specific information about it. I didn't want to take pills to fix my problem so I refused to take them and i've tried to live normal ever since.
I have had several anxiety attacks, including one serious one which caused me to hyperventilate for almost an hour and my temperature to go from 94 to 104 degrees in minutes. Everyday I have panic attacks about something for no reason and then just shrug it off.. but every time it happens its like my heart is dropping out of my chest.. for such a random reasons which were not worth stressing over.
I seen the infomercial for this program on the tv one night when I couldn't sleep, it sounded all too familiar, I wasn't the only one. I knew I was depressed.. just never realized how many symptoms were so relevant. I started to do a lot of research into early hours of the morning about what I am suffering from.
I always just feel so unmotivated, its ruining my life.. I have a great job which i've had for almost a year now but its been so hard holding jobs for the past little bit, I get so depressed that I don't want to even go and interact with people, I am starting to feel this way with my current job, or have been for a while but it gets worse every day.
I will have mood swings and hurt those I care about.. I just can't take it anymore, I want to be me again and stop feeling this way, so i'm turning to this program and the support i've seen on these forums throughout the process.
lol there is wayyy too much more I can say so I will stop here but I appreciate any feedback, has anyone else ignored their anxiety disorder for a long period of their life before realizing it?
thanks everyone
