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Please someone say something or offer some type of advice please....I just need some type of reassurance right now.

Okay, so I suffer from Anxiety/Panic Disorder and was diagnosed 6.5 years ago. I actually been doing amazing, havent even thought about my anxiety since October/November of 2010. All of a sudden I have severe fear I might end up becoming schizo or so on. Out of no where just started getting anxiety and fear about this. I read on it a little and I don't think I have any of the symptoms, but I don't know I guess. Lately I know when I talk I get some of my words scrambled like I talk to fast or mix my words up...I realize it right away but it makes me feel like an idiot!

We both grew up here in town our whole lives and my husband got a job transfer...I have been excited this whole time up until the last few days, I just am super stressed and been crying at random because we can't find a house and all the houses we have been shown are not acceptable for our family or at all what we are looking for. I am at wits end. I am getting super frustrated with our kids (3 and 4 years old) and feel so bad about it afterwards. I have always had more than one dog (2-3 usually), we had to put one down a month ago and had to get rid of the other because when we move we can only have one dog at all these rentals. We own a beautiful home here and it's been heartbreaking to go from this to what we have been looking at. I am really sad to leave my dad (we've always stayed here because I've been so afraid to leave him before) but now that I feel good I am excited for the change, but now I am asking myself why I don't feel bad? Why am I not having anxiety? What is wrong with me?

I don't don't don't want the anxiety to come back, I don't want to be going schizo, I don't want to be so angry with my kids (yelling at them and such), I don't want to question "why aren't you anxious" or "what about dad" or on and on. I want this to be something positive.

BTW I just turned 30 years old and am a female.

Would really like some kind of advice please!!

Have you been through the program? What you are experiencing is a scary thought, it may be scary but nothing to worry about. I think we've all had this fear at some point. You seem to have alot going on in your life right now and this schizophrenia fear is acting as some what as a distraction, What you need to do is use positive self talk to calm yourself down.

Dear Momof2cuteboys>
I Have Been Asking The Same Questions To My Self An Have Been Having The Slured/Scrambled Speach I Also Suffer From Anxiety/Panic Disorder An Have A HUGE Fear Of Becoming Schitzo But From Everythinhg Ive Learned Threw The Program An From all The Study Ive Done Lately You CANT JUST GO SCHITZO. I Was Told If You Mom Or Dad Didnt Have The Disorder You Are More Then Likely Not Ever Gonna Get It. I Posted A Simalar Message Not To Long Ago An Someone Posted A reply That REALY helped Me You Can Go Read M y Post An Read The Message They Left It Was Incouraging. Please Note You Are Not Going Insane You Are Simply Suffering From Anxiety Schitophrenia's Do Not Know They are Sick They think They Are Fine An They Do Not Feel It Coming On AT ALL!! I Hope This Helps Good Luck With The Move An Hope You Feel Better Soon.