Losing Momentun
Posted: Wed Apr 06, 2011 2:23 pm
I've been listenning to the CDs for a little over a month now. I was in really bad shape when I saw the infomercial and ordered the program. After the first two weeks or so of listenning to CDs, changing my diet and getting some excercise, it seemed like it all just kicked in. I woke up one morning, anxiety free and ready to tackle the day. Not only could I leave the house after months of shutting myself in, but I actually wanted to leave the house. For about two weeks I felt absolutely phenominal. I did more in those couple weeks than I had done in the previous 6 months. I went places that I never could. It was awsome.
But now, I'm not sure how I'm doing. I feel like I have slid backwards. I'm losing the desire and ambition that had kept me off the couch and doing fun things. Fun? I never thought I could ever have fun!
I don't have any support at home since i'm single and live alone. My coworkers have been very supportive but they don't know how to help really. I don't know how they can help either.
Don't know what I'm looking for by writing this. The answer is pretty obvious. Work the program. I must admit I haven't followed it to the letter.
So, I'm feeling very anxious the last couple days. I'm so afraid I'm goint to fall all the way back to where I was this winter.
Posting this is a test of my anxiety as well. I feel just as anxious on the internet as I do in the real world. I guess I'll just click submit right now...
But now, I'm not sure how I'm doing. I feel like I have slid backwards. I'm losing the desire and ambition that had kept me off the couch and doing fun things. Fun? I never thought I could ever have fun!
I don't have any support at home since i'm single and live alone. My coworkers have been very supportive but they don't know how to help really. I don't know how they can help either.
Don't know what I'm looking for by writing this. The answer is pretty obvious. Work the program. I must admit I haven't followed it to the letter.
So, I'm feeling very anxious the last couple days. I'm so afraid I'm goint to fall all the way back to where I was this winter.
Posting this is a test of my anxiety as well. I feel just as anxious on the internet as I do in the real world. I guess I'll just click submit right now...