Posted: Fri Nov 05, 2010 12:38 pm
OMG!!!! I haven't been on here in forever!!!! I think not since b4 I got married, which was back in JUNE. Anyway, I've been going through alot stress wise lately, and felt I needed some reassurence from my fellow Stress Center Peers!!
The marrige has been going well, but I have been having no luck in the financial/job/career part of my life. I feel like I'm going through a mid-life crisis as far as figuring out what I'm supposed to be doing with my life career wise. I've been in and out of school since 2003, and still haven't managed to stick with it, to finish with some sort of degree in my hands. I'm no longer interested in the field I was going for(radiology), and now very interested in going to a school for a fashion degree. I was excitied about it @ first, until I learned how much its gonna cost to get that degree!!
Stressed out from not working for a year, just going to school and collecting unemployment, then I finally do decide 2 venture out to get another job just a few months ago, got hired, I hated it, it was way to physical of a job, but I had to stick with it cuz I needed the $$$!!! Only to get fired from there a week and a half b4 my 90days, bcuz they felt I was not right for the job, I moved too slow!!! I busted my ass @ that dirty, grimmy, job, only for them to get rid of me days b4 I became permanant!!!!
So, back on the grind, wishing I would have just kept collecting unemployment!!! My heart usually palpitates every now and then especially b4 my time of the month. Well its a week b4 my time of the month again, and my heart has been beating more irregularly than usual, more frequent palpitations, and I feel nausea at times, and a little acid reflux!!! Is this normal???????? It started just last night after I ate a bowl of cookie crisp cereal, and then my heart strated racing and palpitating!!! I also just started a antibiotic, bcuz even though I'm about to b 31yrs old, I have severe adult acne!!! So taking prescribed antibiotics for that, and yes still faithful to my beloved Lexapro!!! Should I make an appt., to get my heart cked out again. I haven't been to the doctor in about almost a year, and I've had blood work done b4, heart tests, stuff like that. I'm just scared when it comes to crazy sensations with my heart!!! Sorry sooo long, but what do ya'll think??????
The marrige has been going well, but I have been having no luck in the financial/job/career part of my life. I feel like I'm going through a mid-life crisis as far as figuring out what I'm supposed to be doing with my life career wise. I've been in and out of school since 2003, and still haven't managed to stick with it, to finish with some sort of degree in my hands. I'm no longer interested in the field I was going for(radiology), and now very interested in going to a school for a fashion degree. I was excitied about it @ first, until I learned how much its gonna cost to get that degree!!
Stressed out from not working for a year, just going to school and collecting unemployment, then I finally do decide 2 venture out to get another job just a few months ago, got hired, I hated it, it was way to physical of a job, but I had to stick with it cuz I needed the $$$!!! Only to get fired from there a week and a half b4 my 90days, bcuz they felt I was not right for the job, I moved too slow!!! I busted my ass @ that dirty, grimmy, job, only for them to get rid of me days b4 I became permanant!!!!
So, back on the grind, wishing I would have just kept collecting unemployment!!! My heart usually palpitates every now and then especially b4 my time of the month. Well its a week b4 my time of the month again, and my heart has been beating more irregularly than usual, more frequent palpitations, and I feel nausea at times, and a little acid reflux!!! Is this normal???????? It started just last night after I ate a bowl of cookie crisp cereal, and then my heart strated racing and palpitating!!! I also just started a antibiotic, bcuz even though I'm about to b 31yrs old, I have severe adult acne!!! So taking prescribed antibiotics for that, and yes still faithful to my beloved Lexapro!!! Should I make an appt., to get my heart cked out again. I haven't been to the doctor in about almost a year, and I've had blood work done b4, heart tests, stuff like that. I'm just scared when it comes to crazy sensations with my heart!!! Sorry sooo long, but what do ya'll think??????