Posted: Mon Dec 01, 2008 11:04 am
I haven't been online for a little while and I am not doing so well with my anxiety. I have just moved this weekend and I had a 21st birthday for my sister I was responsible for and a 6 1/2 month old to take care of in the mean time. I have been SOOO tired and it scares me how tired I have been. Its like a delirious type tired and I have had really bad dizzy spells and headaches. I have worried about a brain tumor forever and when I go into the doctors they never check for it cuz they say it sounds like a tension headache. And then about 2 months ago I went in and the dr. said that I have vertigo in my left ear. But these dizzy weird feelings are what are bringing on my anxiety. They scare me really bad and I don't know why they happen. Anxiety can cause dizzyness but so can so many other things. Then my father asked me last night if I have ever thought of the day that the lord comes and it scared me because I am afraid to die!! I have no control over it and I know that but dammit that topic scares me! Needless to say I have been very anxious and stressed and am afraid that over a period of time it might hurt me. I have the program but I need to find more time to use it!