Posted: Thu Sep 04, 2008 2:51 am
Hello everybody !
My name is Milos,29 years old and writing from SE Europe...from Serbia.My problems started in january 2008,had some intestinal probles that seemed like IBS and depletion of strenght,getting tired real fast.But it took my a while to go and see my doctor.I did the blood works and it showed elevated liver enzymes and did te stool analisys and it showed candida overgrowth.Then they sent me to do a liver MRI and it showed a "mass" that was preliminary described as a cancer.From then on ... got phisically worse...heavy loss of strenght,couldn't even get out of the bed,no apetite,blurry vision,spacy feelings....feelings of unreality.Fineally I ended up in a hospital been there for while...every day under the impression that I had cancer and that I'm going to die.And all of the sudden ..they say...well we were wrong,you just have a fatty liver (the mass was a piece of fat like a ball) ... and they let me go home.But I wasn't feeling any better .... I had imprinted those heavy dark feelings...and sensetions of vertigo,dizziness...and they still follow me.Even though I am healthy...I'm affraid to go out,especially on my own...I fear that I might fall down ..I constantly remember how I felt before and anticipate when will it happen again.Because when it happens...it drags me down so hard...that I lose my confidence really easy.I'm in search for a good therapist here...and help is really hard to find....also I think for starters I will need some medications for a short period to get me through this.
Also I am working on getting rid of candida...cause I heard that that yeast can produce ethanol in your body thus creating bio-chemical interference in your brain and making you feel those wierd symptoms.....so I'm not still shure is it panic attacks and anxiety or candida or a combination of both....they (the doctors) did fill my head with a lot of crap and scared me pretty much.And I used to be such an outgoing person...athlete...and now....I feel safe only at home....when I'm outside..I constantly "monitor" myself....how am I doing,how's my breathing...are my legs wobbly,is my neck stiff...thus...leading to panic eventually....still not mentaly strong enough to cope with it all.
My name is Milos,29 years old and writing from SE Europe...from Serbia.My problems started in january 2008,had some intestinal probles that seemed like IBS and depletion of strenght,getting tired real fast.But it took my a while to go and see my doctor.I did the blood works and it showed elevated liver enzymes and did te stool analisys and it showed candida overgrowth.Then they sent me to do a liver MRI and it showed a "mass" that was preliminary described as a cancer.From then on ... got phisically worse...heavy loss of strenght,couldn't even get out of the bed,no apetite,blurry vision,spacy feelings....feelings of unreality.Fineally I ended up in a hospital been there for while...every day under the impression that I had cancer and that I'm going to die.And all of the sudden ..they say...well we were wrong,you just have a fatty liver (the mass was a piece of fat like a ball) ... and they let me go home.But I wasn't feeling any better .... I had imprinted those heavy dark feelings...and sensetions of vertigo,dizziness...and they still follow me.Even though I am healthy...I'm affraid to go out,especially on my own...I fear that I might fall down ..I constantly remember how I felt before and anticipate when will it happen again.Because when it happens...it drags me down so hard...that I lose my confidence really easy.I'm in search for a good therapist here...and help is really hard to find....also I think for starters I will need some medications for a short period to get me through this.
Also I am working on getting rid of candida...cause I heard that that yeast can produce ethanol in your body thus creating bio-chemical interference in your brain and making you feel those wierd symptoms.....so I'm not still shure is it panic attacks and anxiety or candida or a combination of both....they (the doctors) did fill my head with a lot of crap and scared me pretty much.And I used to be such an outgoing person...athlete...and now....I feel safe only at home....when I'm outside..I constantly "monitor" myself....how am I doing,how's my breathing...are my legs wobbly,is my neck stiff...thus...leading to panic eventually....still not mentaly strong enough to cope with it all.