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Ok so with that out there please feel free to bash me. However, I did not want to offend anyone that celebrates the holidays for the right reasons. So, why do I hate the holidays? Because, not only the stress of financial troubles or the stress of putting up with unwanted relatives but because of the unCONTROLABLE things like snow! Here I am with the family and we are in the middle of a HUGE snow storm. They are saying travel may not be possible for the next 3 days. I just looked outside and cant see the house across the street. So what happens? My friggin buddy anxiety comes a knockin. Why? How will I get out if I need to? How will I get help if I go crazy? Can help get to me? If not will I "snap?" Just those thoughts. I was able to fly yesterday without any extra meds to help me stay relaxed. Damn, did I feel GREAT about that! Now I cant seem to keep that on my mind and just the unwanted thoughts. I do know nothing will happen and I do know that I have come a LOOOOOONNGG way since starting the program. It just feels like I bit off more than I should have.

Merry Christmas all!

Thanks for reading!!

Wildcard, Wildcard, Wildcard.....

Are you going crazy ?......is your family driving you insane?....can't focus ? Well...go outside and whip some snowballs around. We both know you're good at that ! LOL As for the lesson on blaming others for things they didn't do....blah blah blah ! LOL

Wildcard,

The fact that you got on a plane is extroidanary to me. I can't get myself to go on one!! Or travel for that matter! Good job

Manof,

Now leave me alone! Its not my fault you didnt duck when SOMEONE threw those at you. I stand by the fact that the escaped laughing bear did it. OH, by the way, that day, I would have gone outside but I couldnt see very far and I DIDNT WANT TO HIT THAT BEAR. I'm Sure you would find a way to blame me for that also!!! LMAO