Posted: Wed Dec 02, 2009 6:10 pm
Hi there. I am new to the site. I was diagnosed with GAD/Panic disorder at 16 along with PTSD. I was medicated and went through therapy and eventually got better. I had occasional relapses but was able to overcome them with out medication. Then again, random panic and obsessive worry/fear never truly left me. This past September I experienced and incredibly painful and very unexpected break up. It hurled me right back into a constant state of anxiety/borderline panic, obsessive and fearful thinking and depression. I haven't had it this bad since I was a teenager. It's been a 3 month struggle with different meds and counseling. I worry that I'll never get better because it "came back". I feel really alone, scared and uncertain. The thought of just fading away into this misery is killing me. All the "what ifs"....there's so much pain attached to it all....where does the healing actually begin?
Star Woman
Star Woman