Stress Center Peer Support

some times all my probs pool together an i feel like im going crazy an i get dp/dr really bad my eyes hurt an i jus cant get a grip but i have been living like this for 12 years an i dont think i would know how it is not to live with out stress my thinking results in depression an wen i think good i feel good but its like i have to day dream to feel better i have to think of things that will prob never happen not bad stuff but stuff that i think im not capable of an then sumtimes i feel the past like jus the way it looks out side will remind me of my child hood or a day wen i had alot of fun an i get a very hurt full depressing feeling in my body an its makes me feel weird i guess on the inside my inner self doesn't want to let go of sum of those days i jus had such a good childhood i cant let go of it can any1 else relate

You sound so much like me. seriously.I get that feeling where i think I am going crazy and I am losing control. I think thats the worst fear ever. I too get DR/DP and generally feel "out of it." I forget a lot and at night when I try to sleep I get mind chatter and its terrible. It's like when i dont feel anxiety I feel depressed. I hate it. I dont want to live like this the rest of my life but i have no idea when i'll get out of this rut! I am taking herbal supplements but they havent kicked in yet