Posted: Tue Dec 23, 2008 4:04 am
Hey all!
So this past week has been really really tough. I've been having a big growth spurt. I am obessessing over my body symptoms, telling myself they are going to kill me...my racing heart it going to blow up and im going to die. Im what ifing I panic so bad that everything just (in my body) gives up on me. Its so terrible, I have had such a great past like 5 months and the past week I feel as how I almost did a year ago when I first started with this.
Im trying to do whatever I can to make these go away(relaxation tape, I exercise daily). Im trying to stay as healthy as possible around the holidays..I love sweets, but they also make me anxious.
This kinda started when I was out christmas shoppping and I went to call my fiance, and my phone died out and I was really far from home(like 45min) and I totally had a huge panic attack in the car b.c the cell phone is my safe thing.
I would really like some advice on how to handle this. Or just some kind positive words.
Thank you everyone
Dena
So this past week has been really really tough. I've been having a big growth spurt. I am obessessing over my body symptoms, telling myself they are going to kill me...my racing heart it going to blow up and im going to die. Im what ifing I panic so bad that everything just (in my body) gives up on me. Its so terrible, I have had such a great past like 5 months and the past week I feel as how I almost did a year ago when I first started with this.
Im trying to do whatever I can to make these go away(relaxation tape, I exercise daily). Im trying to stay as healthy as possible around the holidays..I love sweets, but they also make me anxious.
This kinda started when I was out christmas shoppping and I went to call my fiance, and my phone died out and I was really far from home(like 45min) and I totally had a huge panic attack in the car b.c the cell phone is my safe thing.
I would really like some advice on how to handle this. Or just some kind positive words.
Thank you everyone
Dena