Posted: Tue May 06, 2008 4:26 pm
It's been quite some time since I posted a new discussion, but I just need to vent/get this off my chest/put it out into the world.
My biggest health anxiety is a heart attack, and I get the symptoms all the darn time. The pain starts in the center of my chest, spans over to my left shoulder, and down my left arm. I have this really bad right now and it's freaking me out. Most of the time, the symptoms are what causes my anxiety, not the other way around.
I'll be 30 years old next week, and no 30 year old should be worrying about this as much as I do. It's a daily struggle with me, a daily pain in my butt worry that I'm going to have a heart attack that day. I'm constantly checking my blood pressure. Obsessively. This morning when I was at the doctor for an appointment, my blood pressure was at an awesome 110/62. My doctor said to me, "there are people out in that waiting room that would kill you for your blood pressure" which made me giggle, but it still doesn't reassure me. My symptoms are so real to me that they just automatically win the war in my mind of what's real and what's anxiety.
I've had many an ER visit, as well as EKG and chest x-rays done, both always coming back good and normal. I haven't gotten my cholesterol checked since 2005, but back then the nurse was very impressed and said it was perfect. I had one doctor tell me after an EKG last year that I have the heart of a 16 year old. LOL. Yeah. All these encouraging things, but I can't make myself believe that everything is okay with my heart.
Advice, similar experiences, encouragement are all appreciated!
Thanks!
Lisa
My biggest health anxiety is a heart attack, and I get the symptoms all the darn time. The pain starts in the center of my chest, spans over to my left shoulder, and down my left arm. I have this really bad right now and it's freaking me out. Most of the time, the symptoms are what causes my anxiety, not the other way around.
I'll be 30 years old next week, and no 30 year old should be worrying about this as much as I do. It's a daily struggle with me, a daily pain in my butt worry that I'm going to have a heart attack that day. I'm constantly checking my blood pressure. Obsessively. This morning when I was at the doctor for an appointment, my blood pressure was at an awesome 110/62. My doctor said to me, "there are people out in that waiting room that would kill you for your blood pressure" which made me giggle, but it still doesn't reassure me. My symptoms are so real to me that they just automatically win the war in my mind of what's real and what's anxiety.
I've had many an ER visit, as well as EKG and chest x-rays done, both always coming back good and normal. I haven't gotten my cholesterol checked since 2005, but back then the nurse was very impressed and said it was perfect. I had one doctor tell me after an EKG last year that I have the heart of a 16 year old. LOL. Yeah. All these encouraging things, but I can't make myself believe that everything is okay with my heart.
Advice, similar experiences, encouragement are all appreciated!
Thanks!
Lisa