Posted: Wed Sep 02, 2009 2:09 pm
Thinking about my life i really went from bad mess to who i am now i could not get out of house i could not drive and flying was out of the question, i still have the anxiety attacks sometimes the bad ones but i try to contol them they were gone for 2 years i got my dream jobs and then boom after 2 years my anxiety come back to me not so bad like i was before but it happend to me again something bad happend in work in nov of last year and now its draging everytime i am going to work its the same first 3 hours is bad and then the rest of the day is perfect everybody tells me i am in top 5 employyes and you cant even see it. I mae mistake and trust one of the sups and tell her waht happend to me and now she is using this against me all employees are afraid of her she is the person who make you life hell i make friend with her but she back stab me couple imes she is good person but she will get you. I really love this jib but when i thinking about working in gates i got anxiety for only 3 h but its bother me . I write this because its y therapy that if you want to do something you can do it