New to this but not really
I bought the program back in 1999 (it's on tapes). It's been sitting in the closet since then. I don't know what made me go to this site today, but I know that since 1999, my attacks have gotten bad and much more severe. I'm on vacation this week and the thought of going back to work on Monday is terrifing me. I slept in until noon today and when I woke up I felt like I was going to black out. A huge wave of nausea came over me and I've felt sick ever since. I just wanted to pull the covers over my head and go back to sleep. I guess I just need a kick in the pants to get started. I know that I can't feel like this anymore. I know I need to change. No one around me understands and a few have turned it into a joke which makes it worse for me. It's a bit comforting to know I'm not alone. Thank you.
Manofmusic...
You are definately not alone and don't give up. I have been dealing with my ex-husband and his clinical depression and severe anxiety lately and he has never tried to help himself. All I can say is that getting as bad as he is is terrifying!!! He abandoned his children for 14 years and recently came back into our lives. A few financial set backs and now he is a drunk, a cocaine user, anerexic, has destroyed his apartment, is about to lose his job, and his family has pretty much given up on him. It has torn his children up (they are now 17 and 20, but they had such hopes of reuniting with their father and he has abandoned them once again.) I don't understand him and never will as far as the kids go...but I have never seen anyone as bad as this personally. It is not good! So, I beg you! Keep working on it...stay in this program. I am new to it myself, but I can tell you it is the best advice I have ever received and is the most promising I have ever seen. Please stay intouch with anyone here...we are all here to help each other! And take care of yourself!
Lazzycat
You are definately not alone and don't give up. I have been dealing with my ex-husband and his clinical depression and severe anxiety lately and he has never tried to help himself. All I can say is that getting as bad as he is is terrifying!!! He abandoned his children for 14 years and recently came back into our lives. A few financial set backs and now he is a drunk, a cocaine user, anerexic, has destroyed his apartment, is about to lose his job, and his family has pretty much given up on him. It has torn his children up (they are now 17 and 20, but they had such hopes of reuniting with their father and he has abandoned them once again.) I don't understand him and never will as far as the kids go...but I have never seen anyone as bad as this personally. It is not good! So, I beg you! Keep working on it...stay in this program. I am new to it myself, but I can tell you it is the best advice I have ever received and is the most promising I have ever seen. Please stay intouch with anyone here...we are all here to help each other! And take care of yourself!
Lazzycat
Hello Manofmusic,
oh can I feel your pain...and I'm so sorry for all this suffering you are enduring. Please take solice with the fact we are all fighting many of the same issues and for some it's been almost a lifetime's worth. I'm a lifetimer almost. You can overcome all this and go on to living a great life. Get back at the program and work you butt off every day without fail. The harder you work and the more you do every aspect of the program the faster you will begin to feel better. Take time to get all you need from each session. Some are harder than others so do them more than once. Start today working on being positive about yourself. Look at all you can see beauty in, nature is so abundant and warms the heart and soul. Be kind and greatfull for all you are and have achieved. You are an amazing person but have forgotten to tell yourself that. You are unique, nobody else is YOU. Yes we share so many of the same traits but each of us taking this journey is still a unique soul. We are all here standing with you when you need us just post. So many caring people will come to your aid and guide you along or inspire you to keep going. Now get busy and just dive in.
Best Wishes To YOU!!
oh can I feel your pain...and I'm so sorry for all this suffering you are enduring. Please take solice with the fact we are all fighting many of the same issues and for some it's been almost a lifetime's worth. I'm a lifetimer almost. You can overcome all this and go on to living a great life. Get back at the program and work you butt off every day without fail. The harder you work and the more you do every aspect of the program the faster you will begin to feel better. Take time to get all you need from each session. Some are harder than others so do them more than once. Start today working on being positive about yourself. Look at all you can see beauty in, nature is so abundant and warms the heart and soul. Be kind and greatfull for all you are and have achieved. You are an amazing person but have forgotten to tell yourself that. You are unique, nobody else is YOU. Yes we share so many of the same traits but each of us taking this journey is still a unique soul. We are all here standing with you when you need us just post. So many caring people will come to your aid and guide you along or inspire you to keep going. Now get busy and just dive in.
Best Wishes To YOU!!
Hi everyone i did this program in 1995...It changed my whole life... I was doing things id never done before...Im not sure how much difference there is in the updated ones now...I am thinking on buying them. Back then i was skeptical and scared but yet excited when i got them..I couldnt wait for the next week and i sure didnt know what i was going to do when the weeks ended...by then I was ready to move on, it just naturally happened...Today i am on lesson 3 of that version. Redoin my book and listening to my stress tape at night..I also have my son into it and he is doing great. There is nothing like this program and if I can do it anyone can get better....hugs to you all