Posted: Tue Jan 05, 2010 9:05 pm
i have been going through so much stress the past 5 months or so. i thought that i was handling it very well, but then the past month or so i have been struggling. my boyfriend has been addicted to a few different pills foe the past two years and i have been on him to quit. he finally was ready to take that step, but it has been very stressful. it's a back and forth thing with him. i have two samll children and have been in a marriage that was nothing but drugs. i don't want to go down that road again so i put my foot down. i told him it's us or the pills. well, he has been with drawing from the pills and has become depressed and has been having panic attacks and anxiety. it has been extremely hard for me to around him because all of what he is going through i have been there. it is coming back here and there for me. no panic attacks but scarry thought that i'm gonna hurt my children. for the most part i am able to identify that it is just anxiety due to all that is going on in my life right now. i just hate that the thougts are even there i need help to stay strong and focused.